Change....now there's something that's not too easy to cope with...
But as the common saying goes, life goes on...so we either gotta live with it, or turn into a suicidal maniac (as you may have already guessed, the last part is my own modification;P)....Looking back at the way I used to be in the 8th grade, and how I am now, a year from college, makes me realise how much people (me specifically) can change...
I guess I have changed alot...and not completely for the better either. I'm the person my frieds want me to be around them...but at ome, there's a whole different Maya, with differet interests, thoughts and a WHOLE different attitude...
It's hard not to be influencedby people...and now that I think about it, I find that almost EVERYTHING I like or hate is not what Maya likes or hates...they're things she's LEARNT to like or hate, feelings that have been induced in her by the people around her...
I want the real Maya to shine out...but it's hard when you've lived in a shell for the last 3 years...
Looks like i got a lotta work to do...=S
Maya
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